Tuesday, January 20, 2009

1.20.2009

My fellow citizens:

I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.

Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because We the People have remained faithful to the ideals of our forbearers, and true to our founding documents.

So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans.

That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of some, but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age. Homes have been lost; jobs shed; businesses shuttered. Our health care is too costly; our schools fail too many; and each day brings further evidence that the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries and threaten our planet.

These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics. Less measurable but no less profound is a sapping of confidence across our land - a nagging fear that America's decline is inevitable, and that the next generation must lower its sights.

Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real. They are serious and they are many. They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. But know this, America - they will be met.

On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord.

On this day, we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises, the recriminations and worn out dogmas, that for far too long have strangled our politics.

We remain a young nation, but in the words of Scripture, the time has come to set aside childish things.

The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free, and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness.

In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of short-cuts or settling for less. It has not been the path for the faint-hearted - for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things - some celebrated but more often men and women obscure in their labor, who have carried us up the long, rugged path towards prosperity and freedom.

For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life. For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.

For us, they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sahn. Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.

This is the journey we continue today. We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth. Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began. Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year. Our capacity remains undiminished. But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions - that time has surely passed. Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.

For everywhere we look, there is work to be done. The state of the economy calls for action, bold and swift, and we will act - not only to create new jobs, but to lay a new foundation for growth. We will build the roads and bridges, the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together. We will restore science to its rightful place, and wield technology's wonders to raise health care's quality and lower its cost. We will harness the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories. And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the demands of a new age. All this we can do. And all this we will do.

Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions - who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans. Their memories are short. For they have forgotten what this country has already done; what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose, and necessity to courage.

What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them - that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply. The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works - whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified. Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward. Where the answer is no, programs will end. And those of us who manage the public's dollars will be held to account - to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day - because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government.

Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill. Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched, but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control - and that a nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous.

The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our Gross Domestic Product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on our ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart - not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good.

As for our common defense, we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals. Our Founding Fathers, faced with perils we can scarcely imagine, drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man, a charter expanded by the blood of generations. Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience's sake.

And so to all other peoples and governments who are watching today, from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born: know that America is a friend of each nation and every man, woman, and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity, and that we are ready to lead once more. Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just with missiles and tanks, but with sturdy alliances and enduring convictions. They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please. Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.

We are the keepers of this legacy. Guided by these principles once more, we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort - even greater cooperation and understanding between nations. We will begin to responsibly leave Iraq to its people, and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan. With old friends and former foes, we will work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat, and roll back the specter of a warming planet. We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense, and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.

For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus - and non-believers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.

To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West - know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.

To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it.

As we consider the road that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who, at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains. They have something to tell us today, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages. We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service; a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves. And yet, at this moment - a moment that will define a generation - it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all.

For as much as government can do and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate.

Our challenges may be new. The instruments with which we meet them may be new. But those values upon which our success depends - hard work and honesty, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism - these things are old. These things are true. They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history. What is demanded then is a return to these truths. What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility - a recognition, on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation, and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task.

This is the price and the promise of citizenship.

This is the source of our confidence - the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny.

This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed - why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent mall, and why a man whose father less than sixty years ago might not have been served at a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.

So let us mark this day with remembrance, of who we are and how far we have traveled. In the year of America's birth, in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing. The snow was stained with blood. At a moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:

"Let it be told to the future world...that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive...that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet [it]."

America. In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.

-Barack Obama's Inaugural Speech


that's what's up

Sunday, January 18, 2009

The View From Up There...

Sunday through Wednesday, Utah! Fun little road trip with Monica, Carol and Frank for some snowboarding in Brian Head. Sunday we stopped by in Vegas for some gambling before we got to the timeshare. How was my luck you ask? First 10 minutes I win $245 on penny slots, go me right?! Until of course I spent my $200 of my winnings on more penny slots and roulette. Haha, lame, whoa is greed, oh well at least I was still up in the end...anyways...

Snowboarding all day Monday, then headed to Provo (another 3 hour drive) to visit Celia on Tuesday. Had ourselves a little nonsense snow day that involved a snowman and a small man made snow tunnel slide. This inevitably persuaded Frank and Monicas inner athlete to attempt to conquer the slide that was clearly made for toddlers. However, their attempts aren't complete failures because i'm pretty sure them getting stuck in the slide has made my top 10 funniest moments ever. :) Ate at an AMAZING indian food place, then Frank and I both performed 2 songs at a local provo open mic night. Not gonna lie, I was very impressed with the local talent that night, not one bad act on the bill (even the drunk old man who kept dropping his pick was entertaining). Wednesday, even more boarding, then drove home. All in all? Good times.

Thursday, took a rest until the evening where we had an impromptu kick back at my house that involved leftover Utah liquor, Nintendo Wii, and drunken jams(via acoustic guitar and/or magic mic karaoke).

Friday, whole lot of nothing, then an extremely lame altercation with my mother that I'd rather not get into, then Yardhouse with Denny and Mimi, then more drinking with Joey and Abe where we ended up drunk philosophizing at the top of haven (which has a beautiful view of the city).

Yesterday, played a show in Yucaipa then went camping in Joshua Tree. So much fun, amazing views and fresh Stone beers. We stuck around for most of the morning, eating beer marinated hot dogs, drinking and climbing rocks.

I've literally spent the better part of this past week at higher altitudes. Beautiful.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

2009 is wierd...

Today is the 7th? ok, first week of 2009....

Jan 1st. Popped champagne with her cousins at Nobu in LA. "09 bitches" .Recovered/finished season 1 of Arrested Development.


Jan 2nd. Ate delicious seafood at Rockin Crawfish in the depths of asian orange county (you know the area, with the big buddha, and a pho or baguette sandwich place on every corner) Then proceeded to the Detroit bar in Costa Mesa to drink and dance on tables to some electro guy/band that sang about douchebags and guys that wear skinny jeans (funny stuff) all the while enjoying the company of these fools...


Jan 3rd. Damage control, haha. Oh yeah, and I almost died. Scenario goes as follows...
Knocked out at Monica's the night before house, she drives Carol, Mimi and I back to Rancho in the afternoon, middle of the 57 freeway some jerk in a bmw doesn't slow down and starts getting into our lane forcing monica to swerve, our car spins out all across the freeway, we end up on the side near a freeway on ramp. No one hit us...All is well...After we start driving again we see the guy pulled over ahead at the side of the road and decide to pull over too. Monica and Mimi give him a piece of their minds, more bickering, things settle down
and we agree he was at fault but no one was hurt so there's nothing more anyone could do....Wierd adrenaline rush and prayers ensue throughout the drive home.

I know people go through worse, but that was by far the closest I've been to any sort of near death experience. It could've been so much worse, but for some reason on that day and on that freeway it wasn't. When I think about it now there's this wierd combination of anxiety and gratefullness. I hugged my best friends in the car with me that day and thank god we were alive.

Jan 4th. Church, pho lunch with the fam, drive little brother back to UCSD, drive to fullerton to play a show at the Slide bar(gift card to drink+payment+friends & cousins+not really messing up while semi drunk=best show, EVER) then drunken eats :) All that driving right after the day before? Cake(vigilance!)

Jan 5th. Lazy bum day...Finished another book(The Street Lawyer by John Grisham=good, but could've been better) Watch several episodes of It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia.

Jan 6th. More I
t's Always Sunny In Philadelphia. Head to Mira Loma w/ Andrew Rowland for Joey's sisters birthday to chill. Not sure why we sat through more than an hour of Snoop Doggs Hood of Horrors. You know when you laugh at something not because it's funny but because it's so full of nonsense you have to laugh? It was kind of like that hahaha. Headed back to Rancho around 1am, decide to keep drinking, TOTALLY score on a 6 pack of Bohemia beer at CVS for $4, and watch even more It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia until I pass out :) good times


Jan 7th. (Today) Jammin, recording demos w/ frank, bring puppy to vet...the rest tba!

I'm going to Utah this coming Sunday-Wednesday. Staying at Monica's timeshare cabin in Brianhead, snowboarding, visiting Celia in Provo, possibly playing an open mic night? Sweet.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Goodbye 2008...

Interesting year, yet for some reason I only feel quasi-accomplished. Maybe it's the uncertainty after college, the insurmountable debt, the dwindled relationships. What makes up for this? Family, friends(old and new), music and liquor....and so self-pity be damned! Cheers '08, we had our fun, but it's been nice knowing you.

Highlights:
1.UCR Graduation (Finally!)
2.New York!
3.San Francisco x2
4.Las Vegas x 3
5.Kidnapping The City releases a cd (Finally!)

R.I.P. Lola Meli, Uncle Rudy, Mrs. Romua, and friends of friends.

Music of 2008...

Albums I listened to without skipping a track:
1.Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton- Knives Don’t Have Your Back(came out 2006 but whatever, amazing)
2.Death Cab For Cutie-Narrow Stairs

3.Santogold- S/T
4.Jenny Lewis- Acid Tongue
5.Conor Oberst- S/T
6.Good Old War- Only Way To Be Alone
7.Sigur Rós-(With a buzz in our ear we play endlessly)
8.Los Campesinos!-We Are Beautiful, We Are Doomed
9.Barcelona-Absolutes (2007)
10.Anthony Green- Avalon


Amazing songs that couldn't escape my head:

1.Jaguar Love -Highways of Gold

2.Jenny Lewis -Acid Tongue

3.Santogold- You’ll Find A Way

4.MSTRKRFT- Metric-Monster
Hospital
(Remix)
5.Conor Oberst- NYC- Gone, Gone

6.Justice vs Simian- Never Be Alone

7.Los Campesinos!- Ways To Make It Through The Wall

8.Good Old War- Coney Island

9.Death Cab For Cutie-The Ice Is Getting Thinner

10.Jenny Lewis- The Next Messiah


Live Shows:
1.The Faint- The Regency Center, San Francisco

2.Explosions in the Sky- Soma San Diego

3.The Mars Volta- UCI Bren Center

4.Against Me!- The Wiltern LA

5.Santogold- HOB Las Vegas

6.Say Anything (Max Bemis acoustic)- Chain Reaction, Anaheim

7.Thrice/Circa Survive-HOB Anaheim

8.Eisley- Glasshouse, Pomona

9.Maria Taylor-Tangier, LA

10.Rx Bandits/Portugal. The Man- Soma San Diego


Favorite new and/or old TV shows that i've caught up on(thank goodness for internet streaming!):
1.Dexter
2.The Office
3.Flight of the Concords
4.Damages
5.30 Rock
6.Heroes

edit: add President Elect Obama and getting a puppy to the 2008 highlights :)





Wednesday, December 3, 2008

compassion.

Whoa...Have you ever found out that someone you use to know in another lifetime(weeks,months,years ago, life changes quick) passed away? You weren't friends, barely acquaintences, but you saw them consitently almost everyday for a small period of time in your life. What do you ask of yourself when you don't find yourself in a position to grieve, only in a position to speculate? The weight's not as heavy on you as it was/is to those directly connected to this person, but compassion here holds no pre-disposed biases.

I want to believe that compassion and the capacity for people to be compassionate isn't cheap, nor idealistic...it's naked, undiluted, and vulnerably pure.

Friday, November 21, 2008

It has been...

an interesting week of whims. pros? cons? both? =/

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Yes we can...


yes we did :)